Messed up life..

[be_my_girl]

paigewen于2006-11-29写道:



cheer up girl! if u keep thinking u r no good @ anything, then pretty soon u won’t b able 2 do anything well because ur confidence is so low… everyone wants 2 b acknowledged 4 the things they do, it’s not wrong 2 b like that! just don’t feel down when other ppl overlook ur effort… at the end of the day, u live 4 urself, not 4 how other ppl c u!!!



cheer up, if u start thinking positively, then i bet u’ll become more popular 2! because believe it or not, ppl can sense positive energy, and they wanna b around some1 who is happy, and confident about herself!



best wishes… think of the good things in life, no matter how insignificant they may b!!!

thx a lot!! sincerely..
it's really true that ppl all wants 2b with hapi persons... but i am too emotional.. i always feel down suddenly..

there has already sumbody left me for this reason..

but yeh..i will try 2 be positive..thx for ur suggestion~

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:





Since ma parents hv visited ma Space, feel like nowhere to ‘write sumthing’…

I think the reason why your parents visited your space is because they care about you and they want to know what has been happening to you these days. Why are you so mad about it?

[be_my_girl]

EV于2006-11-29写道:

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道: Since ma parents hv visited ma Space, feel like nowhere to ‘write sumthing’…

I think the reason why your parents visited your space is because they care about you and they want to know what has been happening to you these days. Why are you so mad about it?

not really mad abt dat...
but mad abt the life now im living..

and the blog thing, i really would like ma parents 2 know me..but not all of me, or they will be mad for sure..

i hv too many secrets~

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:





And really, there’s some kind of feeling taking over me but too shameful to express in ma own language…Well, if anyone got any idea wut I am saying… Such as ‘I am F**king lonely’… If it’s expressed in Chinese, would definitely make maself sound like some kind of bitch…God only knows that I ve been murmuring that sentense all these days…well maybe I’ve already lost ma mind…

What’s happening to you? Why do you feel shameful not to express it out? I guess it’s mainly hormone which drives you to have such strange feelings these days. You didn’t sound like a bitch at all, at least from what you’ve written down until now, I couldn’t draw the conclusion that you’re the bitch type. Plus, I couldn’t conclude you’ve lost your mind, either. No one else will think it that way at all.

Just relax and unveil what you’ve hidden in the deep of your heart.

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:









I’ve been saying and I do think being single is a gud shit, but somehow I started to scare, especially all ma frdz are hanging out wif their gf/bf… i am just sumbody ‘extra’

Being single is not necessary a bad thing to girls though. We should feel enjoyable and proud of being a single and independent lady.



Why envy those couples,who don’t even have their individual time for themselves ??? Why not start enjoying being alone?



For me, I think it’s really cool to be single. I could date whoever I fancy. I could go to parties without thinking of anyone. I could flirt with anyone I want to. I could arrange my own time without taking others’ into consideration. There’re hell lots of advantages of being single, sis. You should explore all of them by yourself.

[be_my_girl]

EV于2006-11-29写道:

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道: And really, there’s some kind of feeling taking over me but too shameful to express in ma own language…Well, if anyone got any idea wut I am saying… Such as ‘I am F**king lonely’… If it’s expressed in Chinese, would definitely make maself sound like some kind of bitch…God only knows that I ve been murmuring that sentense all these days…well maybe I’ve already lost ma mind…

What’s happening to you? Why do you feel shameful not to express it out? I guess it’s mainly hormone which drives you to have such strange feelings these days. You didn’t sound like a bitch at all, at least from what you’ve written down until now, I couldn’t draw the conclusion that you’re the bitch type. Plus, I couldn’t conclude you’ve lost your mind, either. No one else will think it that way at all.

Just relax and unveil what you’ve hidden in the deep of your heart.

know wut...i am merely lonely..even cried many times for it..
stupid, huh? and ma laptop broke down, im in uni atm..feel kinda islolated..
i ain't wanna be popular but just be cared abt..

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:







Indeed, Im not bored…i cannnot be bored… I hv a lot of things 2 do…ppl all says, keep urself busy, then u will be ok!!

Absolute. Don’t feel bored and you shouldn’t at all.



Since you’ve got a lot of things to distract yourself, then why not start doing them one by one. But from your words, I don’t think you feel like doing any of them.

[gogatsu]

everyone feels lonely. it’s a major theme of humanity. please don’t think you are alone in that.



you care about your friends. that’s someone you care about. meet other singles. meet other powerapples

[be_my_girl]

hey…i wanna say thank you…really



thx for reading ma stupid words, and reply sincerely…



dat makes me feel a lot better…

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:









Well… but I jux want sumbody 2 care abt…



Sigh~ wutever, I am jux f**king loney!

Come on, sis. We all care about you. You could feel the warmth here, couldn’t you?



You want more attention? Then I’ll express the thread for you and then more people will comfort you.

[be_my_girl]

EV于2006-11-29写道:

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道: Indeed, Im not bored…i cannnot be bored… I hv a lot of things 2 do…ppl all says, keep urself busy, then u will be ok!!

Absolute. Don’t feel bored and you shouldn’t at all.



Since you’ve got a lot of things to distract yourself, then why not start doing them one by one. But from your words, I don’t think you feel like doing any of them.

keke.. u kinda read ma mind.. :shy:
but i am doing them now...ma laptop broke down, so im in library..
it's really cold 2day..gosh!

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:







Hey. Btw, if this post is inappropriate, delete it plz…

There’s nothing wrong that you’ve started this thread. We’re all kind people here and we believe that your anxieties and restlessness will be got rid of soon.

[be_my_girl]

gogatsu于2006-11-29写道:



everyone feels lonely. it’s a major theme of humanity. please don’t think you are alone in that.



you care about your friends. that’s someone you care about. meet other singles. meet other powerapples

keke..surely!!
thx!!

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:













Thx.

You’re very very very welcome.

[be_my_girl]

EV于2006-11-29写道:

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道: Well… but I jux want sumbody 2 care abt… Sigh~ wutever, I am jux f**king loney!

Come on, sis. We all care about you. You could feel the warmth here, couldn’t you?



You want more attention? Then I’ll express the thread for you and then more people will comfort you.

na...that's fine..thx a lot..
know wut? im smiling already~ ma pleasure to talk to u guys, and thx for spending time comforting me..

i do feel the warmth here.. :cn11: :polite:

[EV]

lightningraider于2006-11-28写道:



make an effort then…



I have a kind of messed up life now…

sleeping pattern messed up, never wake up before 1pm

: : : :



The same here.

God kill me.

I’ve got a lot of books to read but I just cannot get up before 12:00 these days.

My life is so messed up these days and I’ve got no clue why it’s happening.

I don’t do parties these days and I don’t spend much time online browsing but why can’t I simply go to bed earlier and get up earlier?



God, I’ll make some efforts from tomorrow on.

[be_my_girl]

EV于2006-11-29写道:





: : : :



The same here.

God kill me.

I’ve got a lot of books to read but I just cannot get up before 12:00 these days.

My life is so messed up these days and I’ve got no clue why it’s happening.

I don’t do parties these days and I don’t spend much time online browsing but why can’t I simply go to bed earlier and get up earlier?



God, I’ll make some efforts from tomorrow on.




poor u!!



should say’ add oil’ 2 u!!..make efforts for life ~ firstly, u could try go 2 bed now…i bet u can get up early 2morrow~

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:



thx~~ i will be gud…and many many thx for concerning on this post… alrealy make me feel less lonely…keke…



i am a really wired combination of extraversion + depression…so im really moody… hv u got any idea how to change this personality cue plz?..



and i think maybe, iam too greedy, always wanna be sugar+spice, and always wanna be liked by others…but it’s hard, isn’t it? for many times i told maself, jux be a gud ppl, dat’s enough…but somehow, i still feel sad when there’s no feedback for wut ive done… at lease no the feedback i was expecting…



i understand, ppl all hv their circle of life, and there’s no point for me 2 get involved…



and especially the romance relationship… hopeless thing…



but u r right! i gotta be independent~



thx for evoking me the essential point!

Oh, God.

We’re so similar. I love gaining attention from others as well. Unless I get a lot of focus from others, I’ll definitely feel moody.



Sometimes when my girlfriend gained more attention from guys than I do, I feel jealous as well. She’s like she doesn’t give a shit about how guys think of her (because she’s a lesbo, which is the biggest secret between us, alright?). But sometimes she could gain a lot of attention, which really pissed me off.



However, what can we do then? Everytime I feel moody or left-out, I’ll definitely make a list, on which you could write down the things you should do in order to improve yourself. I always do this so you could have a shot.

[EV]

be_my_girl于2006-11-29写道:







poor u!!



should say’ add oil’ 2 u!!..make efforts for life ~ firstly, u could try go 2 bed now…i bet u can get up early 2morrow~

The problem is that I’m speaking to you now. So how can I leave you alone here?



I should give you more cuddles. Feel better?

[EV]

lightningraider于2006-11-28写道:

Marsbar于2006-11-28写道: You have posted your message just before 1pm though, how do you explain that light Lol

exaggeration, stop being so pedantic

I did miss all my morning lectures today because of sleeping…

How dare you, light dd.

You should be a good student as I’ve been expecting.