Try some tranquilizers called “Xylazine” and another one “Dormosedan”, which are usually for horses. So, be careful with the intake dose!
They are good for sedation, and they both have pain relieving properties as well. Dormosedan is a bit more powerful, and will “drop your head” so to speak. You will be barely able to walk, and this actually may make your couple’s life colser to “harmonic” as your husband will have to hold your head up in several following hours (you will want to drop it almost to the ground). What a differend but warm picture!
Xylazine will get you good and drunk, but you will still be able to walk a bit, and shouldn’t drop your head as much.
This is proposed because it seems to relax you and help with your pain, but you are still awake enough to eat, drink, move around quietly, etc. Good luck!
