Messed up life..

海外生活
#61

EV于2006-11-29写道:



Oh, God.

We’re so similar. I love gaining attention from others as well. Unless I get a lot of focus from others, I’ll definitely feel moody.



Sometimes when my girlfriend gained more attention from guys than I do, I feel jealous as well. She’s like she doesn’t give a shit about how guys think of her (because she’s a lesbo, which is the biggest secret between us, alright?). But sometimes she could gain a lot of attention, which really pissed me off.



However, what can we do then? Everytime I feel moody or left-out, I’ll definitely make a list, on which you could write down the things you should do in order to improve yourself. I always do this so you could have a shot.

:polite:



make a list? sounds a gud idea..

lesbo's gud..really gud..
imagine there's a gal belonging to u, living for u..how graceful..

i thot i owned a life like dat, but i was wrong..totally..
#62

to EV…



seems dat u r gone already…hope dat u go 2 bed straight after…



the library’s abt 2 close, and time for me 2 leave…



nice chatting 2 u…



and thx for comforting me… :polite: :polite:

#63

Marsbar于2006-11-28写道:



Light, what are you working on everyday, I am curious what kept you so busy.


I guess it must be insomnia :lol:

#64

paigewen于2006-11-29写道:



cheer up girl! if u keep thinking u r no good @ anything, then pretty soon u won’t b able 2 do anything well because ur confidence is so low… everyone wants 2 b acknowledged 4 the things they do, it’s not wrong 2 b like that! just don’t feel down when other ppl overlook ur effort… at the end of the day, u live 4 urself, not 4 how other ppl c u!!! :polite:



cheer up, if u start thinking positively, then i bet u’ll become more popular 2! because believe it or not, ppl can sense positive energy, and they wanna b around some1 who is happy, and confident about herself! :smiley:



best wishes… think of the good things in life, no matter how insignificant they may b!!! :polite:


God, my hunny is always the one who gives best comfort to others. Even I felt touched by your words…





:polite: :polite: :polite: :love: :love: :love:

#65

EV于2006-11-29写道:



Marsbar于2006-11-28写道:



Light, what are you working on everyday, I am curious what kept you so busy.


I guess it must be insomnia :lol:


hunny~~~~ :cn09:
#66

EV于2006-11-29写道:



God, my hunny is always the one who gives best comfort to others. Even I felt touched by your words…





:polite: :polite: :polite: :love: :love: :love:



:cn09: u r here... :cn11: this is me... from now on...
#67

be_my_girl于2006-11-29写道:





not really mad abt dat…

but mad abt the life now im living…



and the blog thing, i really would like ma parents 2 know me…but not all of me, or they will be mad for sure…



i hv too many secrets~


Then don’t unveil your secrects on the bloody blog because not only your parents could read them but all, even the strangers and rumour-makers could read through all of them.



Be cautious, girl.



Don’t hurt yourself.

:polite:

#68

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:



dun hv cute face, dun hv fit figure, dun hv attractive personality…





You'r done.
Case Closed. :lol:
#69


maybe yopu will find a boy to love or do sth.hehe,anyway ,i can’t help you .just read your words.

#70

whoever said you are not alone in the world lots of ppl feel lonely is a genius



the best comfort for human being is when he know that other ppl r in the same situation as he is, that he is not alone…



im goin to bed, its like 1:48, 48mins pass my scheduled sleeping time, 12 before 2
[ 编辑 lightningraider 在 06-11-29 09:49 ]

#71





poor cat :cn09: give u a big warm hug first :cn08: :cn11:

i know my mum checks my space sometimes :cn09: i dun care,i just write down wat i’m thinkin’ and all my real feeling. :cn11:

actually being lonely is not a bad thing :cn09: u can do watever u wanna do and there’s no one there bother u :cn08: kinda gr8,i love da feeling :cn09: especially in da mid of da nite,quite nite quite stars,all lights off,music on, darkness around,time for a smoke :cn09: feel so good :cn11:



#72

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:



dun hv cute face, dun hv fit figure, dun hv attractive personality…





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oh come on,u r cute and u r smart :cn09: cheer up :cn08:

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#73





一个不小心，华丽滴翻页鸟 :cn09: 漂走 :cn11:



#74

pinkbunny_tao于2006-11-29写道:



EV于2006-11-29写道:



Marsbar于2006-11-28写道:



Light, what are you working on everyday, I am curious what kept you so busy.


I guess it must be insomnia :lol:




hunny~~~~ :cn09:


hunny…why did you use a vest here.

I could see through you… :cn09:

#75

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:



Marsbar于2006-11-28写道:



How old r u girl? Show us some pretty pictures of yours please!!!




im jux a really ordinary gal…



dun hv cute face, dun hv fit figure, dun hv attractive personality…



ai~


so u know where ur problems are, try to fix them up, don't complain la.
#76

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:



lightningraider于2006-11-28写道:



so should you have your own circle of life.

one question, if you dont mind

how old are you?




i do hv ma circle of life~~ :frowning: but all ma frdz got bf/gf…

im 22 :frowning:


ok you are free.

#77

liulu2000于2006-11-29写道:



be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:



lightningraider于2006-11-28写道:



so should you have your own circle of life.

one question, if you dont mind

how old are you?




i do hv ma circle of life~~ :frowning: but all ma frdz got bf/gf…

im 22 :frowning:


ok you are free.



so big deal

if you are not with someone, enjoy that time
#78

EV于2006-11-29写道:



hunny…why did you use a vest here.

I could see through you… :cn09:



wearing a vest... cos it's getting cold now... :cn11: :cn11: not using the old id anymore... let it rest in peace, at 9999... :cn11:

u can c thru my vest? like my pink undies? :cn09: :cn11: :cn11:
#79

be_my_girl于2006-11-28写道:





Since ma parents hv visited ma Space, feel like nowhere to ‘write sumthing’… And really, there’s some kind of feeling taking over me but too shameful to express in ma own language…Well, if anyone got any idea wut I am saying… Such as ‘I am Fking lonely’… If it’s expressed in Chinese, would definitely make maself sound like some kind of bitch…God only knows that I ve been murmuring that sentense all these days…well maybe I’ve already lost ma mind…



I’ve been saying and I do think being single is a gud shit, but somehow I started to scare, especially all ma frdz are hanging out wif their gf/bf… i am just sumbody ‘extra’



Indeed, Im not bored…i cannnot be bored… I hv a lot of things 2 do…ppl all says, keep urself busy, then u will be ok!!



Well… but I jux want sumbody 2 care abt…



Sigh~ wutever, I am jux fking loney!



Hey. Btw, if this post is inappropriate, delete it plz…



Thx.




you do sound pretty messed up

#80

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